Week 6

It sure does seem like the weeks are passing by very quickly and I am having no luck with getting into shape. I have amped up my workout this week. In between the days I workout on the x-box I have began to use my elliptical for 20-30min. I am really trying hard to keep working out a part of my life, but some days it feels like such a drag! Between taking care of the kids, keeping up the household, and trying to find time for myself, working out feels like a chore some days. How do people keep motivated and have time for working out?  Ugg I am frustrated with all this as you can tell. Yup that's right...still no change..I have been sitting at the same weight and no inches lost for the past few weeks.

Well no point in complaining about it. All I can do is keep at it and maybe modify my diet some more. I LOVE carbs and all there goodness! Bread and pasta and my number one culprit! So I am thinking about limiting my carb intake to 1-2 servings a day. I think I am also gonna make a chart of the food groups to keep track of what I am eating...(Is this starting to sound like an eating disorder forming??) I don't think so.

Another issue that has arrised is when my fiance is home and goes grocery shopping he buys all the foods I don't want to eat like bags of chips and pop. He is only home for  a week and leaves all this food behind and it is sooo tempting to want to eat it!! It has come to the point where I have to throw out the half eaten bags of chips left behind from him and keep the pop out of sight or else I will want it!!!!!!!!! It is so frustrating that he brings this stuff home when I am trying to lose weight and he is sitting there eating a bag of chips and he says he lost 5lbs......like are your F#$&ING KIDDING ME!!

Ok This blog is turning into an angry hot mess... I will keep on truckin along and PRAY next week will be better.